I suffer from hypochondria. Whenever I collapse, fall, forget who I am, I start getting scared. I crumble, turn into a little girl and I am afraid. Really, really afraid that I will get sick and die. The fear takes over, terrible fear that makes me almost unable to function, the fear of death. [...]

“Sustainability, in a broad sense, is the capacity to maintain a certain process or state. It is now most frequently used in connection with biological and human systems. In an ecological context, sustainability can be defined as the ability of an ecosystem to maintain ecological processes, functions, biodiversity and productivity into the future.”
This is a [...]

Question: I’ve recently seen some films and got quite confused. Have you seen or have any opinions about any of this, is it possible?

What the bleep do we know rabbit hole

What the bleep do we know - down the rabbit hole

The Illuminati

The Illuminati 2

The Illuminati Secret Space

The Secret

A Crude Awakening
The Oil Crash

Alex Jones - End Game

Alex [...]

I watched “Anne of the Thousand Days” yesterday, the story of Anne Boleyn and Henry VIII. I actually listened to it more than watched it, I was preparing dinner, TV was on at the other end of the living room.
Anne just gave birth to a girl and the terrible drama resulted. I thought: this almost [...]

I read books about druids lately. About druid world, druid reality. I read about their friendship and alliance with trees, about their unity with nature. I read about walking barefoot upon the earth and feeling it hum with the energy of life, I read about being the balance, the harmony between all living things and [...]

Who are you? Who am I? Why ask? Is this an important question? What does it matter anyway? When I find out who I am, well … won’t I still have to find out what to DO with that knowledge? Isn’t that the point - to find out what to do? What to do in [...]

I walked around Krotona today. It is a property of the Theosophical society in Ojai, stretching over the top of a hill, right behind my house. It is always a gorgeous place, quiet and peaceful, full of ancient oaks, slim and graceful eucalyptuses, proud pine trees standing at attention.
These days it is more beautiful than [...]